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Part 1
04:20
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Part 2
03:14
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Part 3
10:12
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Crying isn't doing any good
It doesn't solve anything
Tracing your tears of blood
I wish I could have seen
What the hell is wrong with me?
Am I going insane?
Or am I already there?
I can't even close my eyes anymore
There you are, your wicked eyes
Crying for what I did
How am I supposed to live?
With my mistake
Cold is the realization
Burning inside of my soul
I took a beautiful life
And ruined it
You are no longer the same
I have made you harsh
I ruined a life that was so beautiful
And didn't even realize
What a beautiful person you were
What a mess I am now
I am the one to blame
For you did nothing wrong
You were crying so much
You couldnt even talk
How could I have hurt you so bad
When I cared so much
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Part 4
02:56
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Upon the misty shores of time
I cannot see a future
All I can see is an old man
Alone huddled in the corner
Talking to himself
Saying over and over
"My god! What have I done?
What have I done?|
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Part 5
10:23
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What a painful feeling
To know you have ruined someone's life
To lose your sleep at night
To see them crying over and over within your mind
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Part 6
02:37
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Part 7
10:13
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I cannot keep my thoughts in check
When they close my eyes see yours
Burning a hole into the black and lifeless void
That was my heart
Never again can I let this happen to another soul
I took the one I needed most
And ruined the beauty of it all
How can I let it happen at all?
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Part 8
02:22
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Jonathan "Evil" Exeter, California
Jonathan "Evil" is a black metal / death metal musician doing various 1 man projects covering many styles of music. His main
project Evil Trimegistus was started in the mid 1980's but has very few releases(3 very low quality demos and 1 CD)
His other projects are included on this page also -
Umunmutamkag (depressive shoegaze) , Sohmtomb (epic blackened metal) and others
... more
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