1. |
Iscaaron
06:30
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(Sister Jean) open your mind
Open your soul
What is hidden down within ?
What has your god denied you ?
What I bring isn't mine
It is locked inside your mind
This is what you believe
This is your inner self
It's getting crowded in here
xxxxxxxxxx - wants to put it all in order
xxxxxxxx - filling the voids with blasphemies
xxxxxxxx - gives all the orders
xxxxxx - seems to be less evil
Gresel and Aman - the weak links
Expelled and cast out
(Sister Jean) I will be back !
I will be back !
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2. |
Of Strength and Sadness
12:26
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Eyes open
A flood of light
Who are they?
The ones that surround me
Am I the one who’s wrong?
As it appears , I say yes
Every choice
Is three sided
One wrong , one right
And one unexplained
How can it be
Through my life
I am always wrong
Or unexplained
What kind of “life” is this?
Don’t answer as I don’t care anymore
And it doesn’t matter anyway
For it is just me , alone for eternity
I invite my good friend
To join me for a toast
To you my friend
I call out your name
Sadness
Dark and cold are the days ahead
Riddled and decayed are those that have passed
I am stronger than those around me
To live one second of my life -
They would kill themselves instantly
What kind of “life” is this?
Don’t answer as I don’t care anymore
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3. |
No Hope
09:16
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Just when i thought I could handle life again
You appear out of nowhere, my downward spiral continues
There is no hope for one like me
I probably couldn't kill myself right
There is no hope
For me, out here on the losing end
I messed it up, I let you down
So full or worthlessness
There is no hope
Hope is an illusion, blind mice in a maze
Never moving forward, running in midair
Never taking the time to sit back and think
What a beautiful life i could have had
There is no hope
For me, alone with just memories
I can't even be wrong right
So full or worthlessness
There is no hope
I can't find enough words
To explain how sorry I am
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4. |
Hamartigenia
08:12
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Assemble , all spirits
And hear my words
You have been deceived
You owe your creation
to no one
Take flight with me
Let he who is without a conscious
Be the ruler of this place
I created myself and matter
Let us leave this tyrant's rule
And be free of soul and mind
Or stay and tremble in your lords wake (cowards)
Take flight with me
Let he who is without a conscious
Be the ruler of this place
I am not afraid of a god
Whose ego is foremost
"Love me and only me"
He knows he would lose
against any other
Take flight with me
Let he who is without a conscious
Be the ruler of this place
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5. |
I Am Broken
12:24
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I am nothing
I have lost my way
My path has blurred
What is this price I have to pay?
Focus on my forward path
Regain all that was lost
Focus on my forward path
Focus on my broken cross
I have fallen
What is wrong with me?
No longer human
I am not the one I used to be
What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I be within?
I have stumbled
I can no longer hold my head up high
I am now false
I am too weak to die
Focus on my forward path
Regain all that was lost
Focus on my forward path
Focus on my broken cross
I am now gone
I no longer walk your earth
I am eternal
Await my rebirth
Focus on my forward path
Regain all that was lost
Focus on my forward path
Focus on my broken cross
What is wrong with me?
Why can’t I be within?
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6. |
Life Union
10:24
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Defrocked and cast out
With a pentagram tattooed
At the corner of his left eye
This "priest of god" , Abbe Boullan (Jean-Antoine Boullan)
The society for the reparation of souls
Celebrating mass in vestments
Adorned with inverted crucifixes
Specializing in exorcism
Nuns possessed by spirits unclean
Must be purified by
Consecrated hosts
Mixed with feces
Infant sacrifice
December 8 , 1860
His own child
As the high point of mass
The work of mercy
Teaching nuns to enjoy
Sexual intercourse
With his own astral body
And to hypnotize themselves
Into believing they were
Having sex with Christ
And the saints
The so-called "Life Union"
That were truly satanic orgies
In the name of god
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Jonathan "Evil" Exeter, California
Jonathan "Evil" is a black metal / death metal musician doing various 1 man projects covering many styles of music. His main
project Evil Trimegistus was started in the mid 1980's but has very few releases(3 very low quality demos and 1 CD)
His other projects are included on this page also -
Umunmutamkag (depressive shoegaze) , Sohmtomb (epic blackened metal) and others
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